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Crying, Believing, Trusting May 2017

Cry: 1.  to utter inarticulate sounds, especially of lamentation, grief, or suffering, usually with tears. I feel so guilty when I cry, but crying is all I can do when I’m alone.  I am constantly on the phone with people

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5 Year Survivor-versary Apr 2017

What worried us the most 5 years ago before entering the hospital on April 1st, 2012?  I remember quite vividly what used to worry me….  Tim worried me.  Tim always worried me.  He was burning the candle on both ends

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Some days are a struggle for the emotional me…. March 2017

Shit!  It seems that there are triggers everywhere for me right now.  Today, this morning, I am sick to my stomach with memories of 5 years ago.  Sick with thoughts of what happened to our family 5 years ago, although

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Loving Every Moment… Feb 2017

Hey Guys – so it is THE END OF FEBRUARY – can you believe it?  Spring is almost here.  With the weather we have been experiencing in Upstate New York as of late, you would think Spring was already here.

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This one is for Denise… Nov 2016

Gosh how my heart aches and aches and ACHES…and then I take a deep breath, try to push it away and it aches more.  The tears they just don’t stop.  This damn kidney thing is throwing us for a loop.

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A Bit of a Hiccup Nov 2016

Hey all…well, we landed ourselves in the Emergency Room around 9am this morning

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Today’s Results Oct 2016

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The scan was excellent. NO NEW SPOTS. The spot from January that we radiated continues to go away. The 2 spots we have been treating have behaved. They stayed the same if not reduced slightly. The

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Torture by Electrocution Oct 2016

That is the best way to describe it.  Every time the thought of Tuesday, October 18th @ 8am pops in to my head (which is all the freakin time) my body surges with this pain – from head to toe.

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Rough Chemo Day Sep 2016

Well, today wasn’t a good day.  Tim had an allergic reaction to one of the chemo medicines, Oxaliplatin.  So all was going as planned, he got hooked up to the infusion around 11:15am…  I left around 11:40am to grab us

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God Is Great!!!! July 2016

We got some gooooood news!!!!!  There are NO NEW SPOTS and they see a slight reduction in the tumors that are there.  Woo Hoo – Thank You God for answering our prayers.  We feel this is the best news we

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